What are forgotten emotions? Nothing but empty wishes.
_______,
i miss talking to you. i really do.
i miss the possibilities we had, the potential we shared as friends.
but, i don’t think it’s going too far to say that i wasted my time this summer with you. i put so much time and effort in, had so much hope, but we still ended badly.
and, believe it or not, i’m still wasting my time.
i’m missing you, missing you almost every day. i wish i had a friend again that i could relate to and trust, and fall for.
but, i don’t know if you’ll ever be someone i can relate to.. we honestly didn’t have enough time to really find out about each other. i never truly talked to you, i never really found out who you were really like. the crazy thing is, that i think i miss you because of that. i’ve made up some crazy ideal out of you, and the potential we had is what keeps me so hooked onto you i feel insane.
_______, i just wanted to let you know that you made me feel loved this summer. even if it was only for the month that we did talk and hang out.
but i don’t know. i guess certain things aren’t meant to happen.
i just have to accept that
but i just want to say thanks. it felt good to have a beautiful person like me back. and you’re really special.
my only wish is that we could’ve stayed better friends.
sincerely,
wesley wan